I'm feeling particularly tired these days, and I'm sure it has to do with feeling like I'm stuck in the same day every day - like being in the movie Groundhog Day. It may be from walking 122 straight days - a minimum of 5 miles each day. It also could be because I have a dog who snores and sounds like an old motorboat engine. A very loud one. Or - it could be the days are growing shorter and darkness surrounds me by 6:30 or so. Maybe.
I'm leaning toward the fact that I've been pretty much stuck in the same routine since mid-March. I've been vigilant. I don't go in places of business unless I absolutely have to (mainly groceries - mmm - okay, almost always it has to do with groceries). No movies. No concerts - blah blah blah -- if you're vigilant, then, you know the drill. If you're not - fuck you.
I'm taking a few more vitamins to see if that helps - B12 and D are two I recently decided to add - (the others I take are E and C - and some fish oil stuff that supposedly helps keep my eyes moist. I hear that's important). I'm not sure if any of it helps - probably not - but it gives me something to do in the morning. Right?
I just finished my Spanish homework - maybe that sapped me of whatever was left in the energy tank. I don't really care because I enjoy learning Spanish. A mi me gusta hablar español!
I'm done hypothesizing - time to read a few pages of my book before falling asleep.
Good night! Buenas noches!